Friday, March 27, 2009

Loss.

Losing a loved one is very painful. And oh, it hurts. Not sure what to say, or how to talk about this. Just know that I am extremely sad. Our family recently lost a very special person. Though his decision will haunt our family forever, he will not be any less loved. We'll ache. For a very long time. Hunter...we will miss you with the greatest misses there ever were. And we will continue to love you in your absence as much as we loved you in your presence. I wish you were still alive. Our family will never be the same again.

The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is a 24-hour, toll-free suicide prevention service available to anyone in suicidal crisis. If you need help, please dial 1-800-273-TALK (8255). You will be routed to the closest possible crisis center in your area. Call for yourself, or someone you care about. Your call is free and confidential.
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33 comments:

  1. RandiMarch 27, 2009 12:58 AM

    Oh, Nikki, my heart truly goes out to you and your family. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for your bravery in sharing your pain in the hope it can help someone else out there.

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  2. Mrs JellyMarch 27, 2009 3:15 AM

    That's hard.
    Nothing else I can say.
    xx

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  3. lisavengestaMarch 27, 2009 3:38 AM

    (((hugs))) i'm so sorry for your loss honey :(

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  4. HeatherMarch 27, 2009 3:49 AM

    I enjoy reading your blog. I am very sorry for you loss!

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  5. Lynn OsborneMarch 27, 2009 4:20 AM

    This kind of loss is so very sad. My thoughts and prayers are with you and all those who love Hunter. Peace and grace to you, Lynn

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  6. Jess :)March 27, 2009 5:40 AM

    Nikki, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Know that there are tons of people out in this world who are here for you. Even if we are silent, we are here for you. Be strong.

    -Jessica

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  7. StaceyMarch 27, 2009 5:41 AM

    Nikki, so sorry for your loss. We'll all be praying for your family. Hang in there.

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  8. UnknownMarch 27, 2009 6:16 AM

    What can I say , I am sorry for you and your family , take care .
    clares craftroom

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  9. Amber D.March 27, 2009 6:21 AM

    So sorry for your pain.

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  10. AnonymousMarch 27, 2009 6:25 AM

    I am so very sorry. My prayers are with you.

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  11. Jennifer JuniperMarch 27, 2009 7:36 AM

    Oh no. I'm so sorry for you and Hunter's family.

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  12. LaurieMarch 27, 2009 7:47 AM

    I'm very, very sorry. Suicide has touched our lives as well. It's an especially cutting kind of pain.

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  13. jonahbonahMarch 27, 2009 9:06 AM

    I'll say a prayer for you and your family Nikki!

    God bless!
    Melissa

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  14. S'meeMarch 27, 2009 9:19 AM

    No one knows what is in our hearts save God alone, who will understand why all this happened. May you find peace and comfort. May you know there are many of us who will take a few moments day to day for a while in prayers for you and your family.

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  15. AnonymousMarch 27, 2009 9:36 AM

    I'm very sorry. You are in my prayers.

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  16. PamelaMarch 27, 2009 12:23 PM

    my family has been through this, and it is hard. prayers are with you.

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  17. scrappysueMarch 27, 2009 1:39 PM

    hugs to you nik

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  18. AnonymousMarch 27, 2009 2:10 PM

    When my grandfather killed himself in 2005, I remember my pastor said to remember that even though Iwe dn't understand all the reasons he made that choice, it doesn't diminish the role he played in my life. The loss is still haunting and unlike any other.

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  19. Laura BrayMarch 27, 2009 3:13 PM

    Love & comfort to you.

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  20. UnknownMarch 27, 2009 4:02 PM

    thoughts & prayers...

    Sylvia C.

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  21. theUngourmetMarch 27, 2009 5:25 PM

    Very sorry to hear this. It seems life is a bit sad right now.

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  22. Live, Love, Laugh, Write!March 27, 2009 5:42 PM

    Oh wow. *HUGS* I wish there was something I could do to help during this time! I'm praying for you and all the loved one's connected to this.

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  23. ErinMarch 27, 2009 6:19 PM

    We're so sorry for your loss...I wish there was a way to make it better.

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  24. Sara StrandMarch 27, 2009 7:46 PM

    So very sad for the tremendous loss you and your family is experiencing. Suicide is especially sad because you can't prepare for it. It's terrible when a person sees that as their only form of solace. :( Hugs to you all.

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  25. ChristyMarch 27, 2009 8:15 PM

    sucks....sorry.

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  26. MaryMarch 27, 2009 8:36 PM

    I'm sorry for your loss. Your blog is a bright spot and reading all of these loving comments is no exception. Love you to and yours...

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  27. JessicaMarch 27, 2009 10:19 PM

    I am so sorry Nikki :( I just want to let you know you are in my prayers.

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  28. LunaMoonbeamMarch 28, 2009 7:03 PM

    Nikki, I haven't known you long, but...just know that we (your readers) are all thinking of you. I'm sorry.

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  29. MichelleMarch 29, 2009 2:29 AM

    Oh Nikki I am so sorry for your loss. Please know I will keep you in my prayers and will be thinking of you and your family at this time. So very sorry.

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  30. ginaMarch 30, 2009 8:11 AM

    So sorry for your loss. It is quite brave of you to share as a teachable moment.

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  31. Nichole C.March 30, 2009 1:38 PM

    My heart breaks for you. The loss of a loved one whos decision was in their own hands is one that is probably the hardest to deal with.

    You and your family are in my thoughts.

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  32. Lisa ClarkeMarch 31, 2009 8:25 PM

    Oh, Nikki, I am sorry for your loss. How sad.

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  33. jannzaApril 05, 2009 7:38 PM

    Oh, I am so sorry. I can only guess at how hard your heart must ache. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

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